WAIT!!!

I spent today cleaning. REALLY cleaning. My car, which hasn't been thoroughly cleaned in at least 3 years, is now spotless. Vacuumed, dusted, steam cleaned... Its great! I'm so completely impressed with my car now that it's clean that I definitely can't - don't want to - sell it to move into the city.

My house also got the same treatment - vacuuming, dusting, going through boxes of stuff, framing pictures to get them off the floor; I even bought some 20 hangars to make sure I have enough to hang up all my [new] clothes. I feel so content in my house and with my car and with my life here that I'm having 2nd (and 3rd!) thoughts about the big move. Namely, I DON'T WANT TO GO YET!!!!

I'm down to just over 2 weeks left in California, and while I'm excited about moving to NYC and starting my life there, I'm SO happy with my life out here at the moment. Do I have to go yet? [Yes]. Can't I wait a bit longer? [No].

*sigh*

I will miss it here.